why a blog?

Lets dive in a little as to why I thought starting a blog.

-Money

-Thought my life stories and mistakes could help people

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-Money

I want to be brutally honest with this blog as to what goes on in my brain in hopes that I am not a complete psychopath but maybe just an overstimulated mom whose made a lot of bad life choices. I will introduce myself at some point but for now, I am a thirty something mother of four who owns a business, loves to try and be an entrepreneur or start new hobbies in hopes it will become my new source of living so that I may spend all my free time actually enjoying life instead of working a 9-5 that's slowly killing me, annnd I love to travel. I have ADHD, Anxiety, PTSD. POTS, MACS, hEDS, and I am a cancer survivor. Oh yeah, I’ve been through some DV shit too. There will be cussing, my grammar wont be correct, and there isn’t judgement. You are reading my page, my story, and my life, if you don’t like what your reading, move on. Its pretty simple.

Anyways, I digress a lot and my readers will learn that. Back to why I wanted to do this. Like I stated above I have gone through, am going through a lot of shit. I’ve lost jobs because of the things I’ve been through or simply because I was a single mother with little to no help or resources. I want to relate to real life people with real life problems. I want people to feel a little better, maybe knowing they aren’t the only one who has gone through something will help with that. If I can change one life, or help to inform one person that can help them to not experience some of the things I have than this will all be worth it. I mean of course money is a factor, but how else am I supposed to survive in this world? I am not looking to become famous but it would be dope to pay at least my internet bill. With the way the world is anymore you need multiple streams of income and lets be honest I am not cut out for Onlyfans and I am no El Chapo.

As a child I used to write songs and poems all the time my Uncles would teach me how to spin a record or how to play a beat on a drum and strum a guitar. I wish I would have taken these things further, to be honest I still have no clue what I want to do for the rest of my life. I’ve changed careers more often than some people change cars, clothes, I’m not sure what analogy to use here. I still feel like I can take all of the hobbies I have taught myself overtime and turn them into something productive. I am teaching myself music again, learning and expanding, writing. I tell people everyday that Oprah wasn’t a millionaire until she was in her 50’s. It is okay to change courses, it’s okay to go back to school, it’s okay to teach yourself new skills or take lessons. Most importantly it is always okay to be true to yourself. Before I go completely off course and start a new entry because I have gone so off topic I’ll circle back. I am starting this blog to reach peoples souls, to maybe prevent someone from making one of the mistakes that I have, or maybe just to let a mom know that she’s doing her best and that's okay.

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